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2010

As most of the people would be back in school by now, I'm still waiting for my results release which could happen sometimes next week I guessed. As the dates draw nearer, I couldn't help but worry what if I didn't do well enough. But I think worrying isn't going to change things either. As they say, you reap what you sow. I'm kind of looking forward to the new environment somehow. Many worked during the holiday, but I didn't do much. Perhaps thats why I feel I should get back to school soon, rather than going out too much.

I was reading some of my blog post archives just, the one I had before I went on a hiatus around July. Looking back, things were much more different. Perspectives, environment, feelings and thinkings. I know its a little late now, but perhaps I should review a little on my 2009 year.

2009 year was the 'O' Levels year. I'll never forget how we were welcomed with remedial lessons everyday and also the weekly Wednesdays and Fridays common tests. Perhaps due to the sudden increase in workload, many were pinned down. Appeals to the school to tone down the remedials and common tests, even to an online petition. But hey, I guessed after awhile things started to pick up and we all got used to it, and I had to say those remedials and common tests really help in the end. In the midst of revision and remedials, I fondly remembered looking forward to the periods before lessons starts, recess and after school. I was very fortunate during that time as I had her, somehow the motivation for me to keep going. Seeing her during those three periods mentioned brightened up my day. Waiting for her outside her class during recess, mugging at the Xinfony Terrence/library, food and running from one end of the corridor to the other before the bell rings as our classes were directly at two different ends. All these are memories now, but still I'm thankful for what I had before.

2009, the passing of a friend. Life is never fair, of how a young lady with dreams yet to fulfill was taken away. A fighter, never giving up till the very end. Forever lives in our heart.

2009, I had learnt that we were never contented with what we have, only to realize that we had so much after we had lost them.

New year resolutions?

2010, I just hoped to cherish my loved ones and what I have, and put in my best for life.
Everyday's a gift, not a given right.





9:54 AM  //  If life could be simple


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